Nobody.

Hi you... 

Be my friend. Know me and let me know you. Don't be afraid but don't "let go" either. Just be. 

I'm a faller-in-lover. Love for me is the easy part. I have a history of loving and caring for people whom I can't make happy in the long run because of who and what I am or because they are unhappy at a basic level. That is one thing that is really attractive about you, you are a "finished" person, you are happy where you are in life, you are "becoming the person you were always supposed to be" Its good, very good. I like it. 

I want to know more of you. I want to know the crazy parts, the ugly parts, the eccentric parts and scared parts.. and you need to know all those parts of me, you need to know that love Mid 80's Toyota MR2's, you need to understand the true depth of my nerdiness, and that I can be selfish bastard and at the same time submerge myself in trying make someone else happy... most of it.. you need to know most of me, not only the bits an pieces the salesman in the nice shoes points out. 

Dont think for a second I don't want more, NOW. I've cast a few little dirty thoughts your way. You easily peg my attract-o-meter. 

I know it would be fun for the moment to dive in headlong, to pursue ruthlessly, but knowing what I pursue will make the pursuit more meaningful and the prize lasting. So... be. 


Be my friend. Know me and let me know you. Don't be afraid but don't "let go" either. Just be. 

-J 

PS- No holding this over my head if I change my mind tomorrow.